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I'm not perfectI know that, I'm not perfect; I know I am not by far any good than what you would want me to be Or that I hope to be.
Everyone
from the morning,
tries to do
what they can.
So I am someone who wants to bring one smile on your face and even if I fail;
I know I tried I know I wanted I tried, we try,
That's all we can do...

In the beginning,
I didn't know what I meant, to you or to me...

And now I realise that I am
just who I want to ever be.. I'm not perfect
by ~artistic-eternal

Killing me slowly deep inside.From the morning when I get up Till the night as I sleep I'm dying slowly... weeping the invisible tears... Only in the dreams I live, but dreams wake me up
killing me slowly....

In the middle of the rainy day when wind blows swiftly I breathe a little... only to feel heartache
of being alone on such a sweet day. Wind's gentle whispers
tell me I'm not living killing me slowly...
And so what am I to do? Give my heart to anyone, so that I can live again... The stories talk about love.. the unconditional love. Killing me slowly deep inside.
by ~artistic-eternal

Pain in me drives me crazyI think I'm going crazy... I will storm out my pain It must leave me So I can live again...
No no... This pain drives me crazy.. No no.. This thought makes me fade into a shadow,..
How am I still breathing.. Tell me? How am I still alive,
when all I feel is this,...
Missing feelings : I don't know what I feel anymore Broken dreams : I am not sure anymore Lies : Neverending I'm broken, this pain drives me crazy
If I die, will I be unbroken? Or? Will I break.. give into pain forever instead? My pain drives me crazy,.. It Pain in me drives me crazy
by ~artistic-eternal

Breaking underneathHere I stand alone, A huge path to tread, I can't wait to start, To get where want to be at...
But then a storm comes,
it rains on my wishes, my dreams leave me... it drowns me.. it breaks me I'm left in pieces...
Underneath I'm breaking, No one can see.. No one to hear my cries... My tears will drown me... I'm crying at the top of my lungs..
Bleeding in my heart... Breaking underneath I'm a missing story Untouched still... I'm breaking underneath. Breaking underneath
by ~artistic-eternal

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Bunny's Quest
by ~pange

Elevator to Nowhere.Harmonies on television screens, made me laugh for a moment, if only for a moment.
And we left tape recordings when we were happy. because we don't want to remember when were not.
The tight gray jeans she left on the counter, I don't miss them, but I do a little. They're stupid, but they made her look a little nicer, I guess.
And I like you a lot, even if you don't have one original note, and the light was never on. It was never on for me either, not even now.
I kind of miss when I had
bruises on my scabs on my scrapes, Elevator to Nowhere.
by ~Rinkurai

8. Nauseating Stars of DawnThe sun melted the moon the other day. Well, it was bound to happen sometime. Chunks of melting, sizzling pieces of the moon came crashing to earth, one of them hit my car and house, and another hit my neighbor's three blocks down. It was kind of waxy, the pieces of melting moon. Anyway, now I don't have any place to stay and no way to get around, but when the moon wax finally cooled down I sat on the hood of my car and looked up at the moon-less sky. Luckily the stars still remain so it's not like we were totally in the dark, it really was a twisted, nauseating form of midnight dawn though. Like it was something I would never understand, whe 8. Nauseating Stars of Dawn
by ~Rinkurai

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Forgotten Pages

Wed May 20, 2009, 11:18 AM

This journal is not really used anymore, as I know no one would bother to read here, plus I can't possibly keep making 2-3 diary entries in a day,.. so I blog in blog, write a bit in french and leave it blank here. For those of you who are not my blog friends - if want to know what's going on, then I tell you, nothing's really going on. I'm bored, tired, exhausted but still can't give up give in. I will continue living working to an unknown destination, just for the sake of that I am still living. Isn't that what we all do? Ah may you all live peacefully and with energy.. I feel dead tired. My eyes are hurting, and my heart is sad. This can change, but I don't know how to give up my sorrow with whom I've fallen in love with...
And again, I've stopped using my alias. For some stupid silly reason, my signature has not changed yet.. don't know where to track it and change it.. I'm too tired to look..

Vijayata

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Current Residence: Somewhere on Earth.. ok whatever.. India Delhi//
Interests: anime, novels, manga, music, movies, webdesigning, graphics, languages, art
Favourite movie: Excess Baggage
Favourite band or musician: Mandy Moore, and the corrs. And um evanescence among others.
Favourite genre of music: pop! japanese, hindi. I listen to any good song. I like linkin park too you know?
Favourite artist: Clamp
Favourite poet or writer: Wordsworth, Christie Agatha, and ofcourse Charlotte Bronte.
Favourite photographer: none, but I like clamp's work.
Operating System: Windows xp
MP3 player of choice: winamp
Skin of choice: anime skins
Favourite game: no games for me.I have been playing bounce in nokia for a month, never finished level2.
Favourite cartoon character: Kagome(Inuyasha), Sakura(cardcaptor Sakura), Yugi(yugioh), Tsubasa (captain tsubasa).
Personal Quote: Always be yourself!
Tools of the Trade: Photoshop CS4

Website: http://animedreamy.com
Email: anime(dot)dreamy(at)gmail(dot)com
MSN: anime(_)dreamy(@)yahoo(.)com
Yahoo: I'm never online there.

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~tifa04 Aug 25, 2009, 1:36:39 PM

Hi it's rachel, i have a new account (again).

~tifa04 Aug 29, 2009, 7:04:47 AM

Thank's for watching me. ^^

~artistic-eternal Sep 11, 2009, 10:07:45 AM

you didn't have to thank me.. I never saw this message, .. lol

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Always be yourself.
Vijayata

~Eileen-Schmetterling Aug 25, 2009, 11:43:51 AM

gracias por el fav C:/ thanks for the fav!! C:

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Sensaciones... ~~~
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Brillo de Luciérnagas ~ ~}

~wishingstar16 Jun 22, 2009, 12:51:29 PM

HA! I BITE YOU!
YOU'VE BEEN BITTEN!

RULES:
1- You can bite the person who bit you!
2- You -MUST- bite 6 other people, at least!
3- You should bite them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random bites are perfectly okay! (and scary)
5- You should most definitely get started right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am one (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) If You Get 7 Back You Are Powerful creature!

1-3: you're a ghoul
4-6: you're a were-cat
7-9: you're a were-wolf
10-& Up: you're a vampire

~Eileen-Schmetterling Jun 8, 2009, 6:44:14 PM

Thanks for the fav *W*

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_{~ * [ "Me embargó una profunda tristeza y una sensación de desamparo que me sacudió los hombros y me hizo un nudo en la garganta. " ] * ~
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Sensaciones... ~~~
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Brillo de Luciérnagas ~ ~}

~Eileen-Schmetterling May 21, 2009, 3:27:00 PM

Thanks for the fav :3

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_{~ * [ "Me embargó una profunda tristeza y una sensación de desamparo que me sacudió los hombros y me hizo un nudo en la garganta. " ] * ~
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Sensaciones... ~~~
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Brillo de Luciérnagas ~ ~}